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Jacob Rakovan 

Amphisbaena"as though it were not enough 

For poison to be poured out of one mouth" says Pliny

how they loved to picture you,

Your twin heads facing each other a heraldic seal,

A sad and venomous pushme-pullyou. 

It is clear you are born of confusion, 

From the writhing of sex seen glancingly,

Like the two found fucking by the old blind prophet

That let him cast off his tits, if not the dark,

That qualified him to judge between the gods,

Like the staff of the god

Of thieves and florists

Like the huddled shapes of parents seen through a door

How you travel,

First one way, then another

"in a circular motion", built for a better version

Of the hoop that binds the ocean,

The tail that is never swallowed, but instead

An endless poison kiss, a double helix

You are too necessary to not exist,

The neverending doubleheaded union

A looping clip of porn, a snapshot 

Frozen, before the heads begin to pull away, apart

Like the notion of forever, like a wedding ring

For you there is no solitude, born from your gorgon mother’s blood

That the hero held aloft, severed, to populate a desert

The endless Charlie Mccarthy act

They call you "mother of ants", and say you devour

Those called your children, 

Say you fed on the dead 

Left in the wake of an army

I adopt one of your poisonous heads,

Give my lover the other,

How we endlessly recombine,

Joined in the labyrinth of guts

Heads that face each other and pull away

Bernake

We imagined a world more mutable,

The trees  growing birds, that fell on water to float

And live as geese, the eel’s spontaneous generation

From the long grass, dropping into the moving streams

Where everything was various and multiform. 

Cheese breeding maggots

The way the angels woke to push the spheres

Imagined men could take up skins

Of bears and hedgehogs and wolves

It is it’s own small miracle,

The way the egg devours, the child

Membranous and pink as a newborn mouse

Riding in the ocean of the body,

The strange fish of the blood to buoy it

This is the world outside the gates, 

The serpent’s teeth in our heels breed no armies

And the broken earth gives only grass or thorns,

No throng of squalling birds growing out from their beaks,

No roast birds flying head downward

Above the peasant’s paradise 

of a crystal mountain of rock candy,

It is you, and I, and a host of nameless beasts

A paradise remembered and told to children

John of Mandeville, the old liar

of all the wonders of his travels,

(The men who used their single foot as an umbrella,

The headless men with mouths in their bellies

That feasted on other men, the mysteries of Jerusalem

The milk of the virgin marbled in red stone,

 the birth of roses,)

Of all fantastic variety he kept this tale for his homeland

A fantastic tale to tell the denizens of 

That archipelago of horrors,

and they did not believe

Cockatrice

Born first from the clotted venom and blood

That rained on Libya from her severed head

A storm  that birthed two headed serpents,

till this origin seemed too outlandish

Then born from a black ibis

fed on poisionous snakes,

Then the rooster’s leather eggs,

left to warm on a dunghill

Brooded over by the toad with the jewel in his head

The corrupt quintessence of putrefying matter

You are the architect of the desert,

A wake of withered ruin in your footsteps

Crowned with a rooster’s comb, a Midas-king of destruction

Poisoning water with your lips, your breath

The exhalation of corruption

The land before you swarms with serpents fleeing your gaze

You are hideousness and horror, a Godzilla monster on chicken legs

A jackalope that pisses death

So absurdly deadly that a man on horseback

Could spear you, and the venom traveling up

Kill both him, and the horse. We are alike in this

Pilgrims carried roosters and weasels and rue

As charms against your breath

When they crossed the no-man’s lands you dwelt in

Told tales of the unimaginable color of your petrifying eyes

In the parlour game of the transmutation of metals

Where nothing is as it seems

You are a type of fire, your egg is the vessel

Where the elixir is cooked that heals all wounds

The water that dissolves all metals

The stone of transformation

Your corpse, hung in temples served to terrify swallows

And you were found, unharmed, in the vault of Saint Lucia

Your black breath spreading contagion through Rome

Spirit of fire, of plague and of ruin

I thought first to conjure you, 

Name you heraldic emblem of my house

My hands carry sufficient power to destroy all they touch

Dog

He was a good and dumb and named by a child

So his name was Duke, because children are

Conservatives, They like square cars and shoe-shaped shoes

And house-shaped houses and dogs named Duke

Or Fido (though they have no latin)

grasping a certain comforting coherence to pattern

But our house was a house-shaped something else,

An unfun-funhouse with slanting floors

And openings in the ceilings and walls

Strange colonies in the walls

Like those miracle shacks

Where water flows uphill 

And tiny men become giants

And a broom stands in the corner untouched

Except it also was devoid of miracles, and most mercies

Duke dug himself an egg shaped nest 

In the brown industrial carpeting

down to the water-warped plywood

He had a fondness for grapefruit husks

Rescued from the maggoty trash

He slipped his rope and wandered the wooded lots

Drawing me out of the house

To call his dumb-dog name

Through acres of convergent lots and hedgerows

And scrub brush. He mounted the ugly green chair

With amorous intent

He did not seem concerned with

The tricks I half heartedly tried to teach him

But like all smiling dogs he was a wolf

Had to be restrained when the zoning man

Came poking among the rusting cars and washing machines

The gasoline filled ringer washer

his loyalty uncomplicated

And he signed his death warrant

When the fat lady stood up on her bicycle

To peep through the grease smeared windows

And finally see just what was  going on in there

And he chased her down and smilingly  bit out

A softball-sized chunk of her ass

Elefant

In the gold rush,

"Going to see the elephant", meant to go west

Into the strange lands past some invisible Rubicon,

The last circle of light from the settled places

To head into the old American dark

With everything you could drag into the wild 

Looking for some old story, a place where the rivers

Ran with gold, the whiskey

came trickling out of the rocks.

It meant to hang on to the bitter-fucking-end

And those that turned back, broke, with half a story

Said they had seen the elephant’s tail, or his ears

And that was enough for them

I told you once, a hoary old joke my father told me

On how to catch an elephant

We wake the kids, nursing grudges

And set out, into the tangled  knot of subway

You are beautiful, and painted with sorrow

And we are headed uptown to central park

To see the elephant

You see, first you  go out into the woods

Where the elephants are

It’s a weekend, and the half the trains do not run

Sleeping serpents underground,

Or awake, headed the wrong way, their bellies filled with men

And the baby cries, and we miss a stop

And you  say "to hell with it"

And you cut down a circle of trees

Then you dig a hole,

And I want nothing more than to walk behind you

But it’s a weekend,

my tongue  knotted in my mouth 

Unreadable as a map

we storm and you head up the stairs, angry, silent

Throw all the trees in

Light a match and throw it in

And it is worse, for a second

Than shouting, then bluster

Because you  are silent

And Hannibal is coming down out of the mountains

With the children cowering in the courtyards of Rome

When they are all burned down to grey ash,

You line the rim of the hole with frozen peas

I am carrying the baby in her howdah up the steps,

My old knees unbending, in pursuit of your

Backside, and I am silent and remembering

Every imagined slight

Then you hide in the bushes

And suddenly the right train comes and the kids

Make you laugh and you are beautiful in your mercy

You are a child laughing, throwing peanuts

And I am strong, a man who carries tree trunks

And makes roads, not a crazy bull

driven off alone,

The elephants will come into the clearing

They will be curious about the peas

They are dusty, in the dark

The family that never got where it was going,

The mother’s trunk silently

Trumpeting, the babes at her feet

And I photograph you against them

Like the water that they never reached,

Are reaching for, forever

In the hall of African mammals

And when the elephant comes to take a pea

You kick him in the ash-hole

We stay only for a moment,

In the conservatory, the butterflies crowd around you

And the baby, and everything is green 

Formi
"I could conquer the whole of them with 50 men, and govern them as I pleased."

Christopher Columbus
 
The Arimaspi, a race of one eyed men,
Lived in the wastes outside the cities, in Scythia
And warred with griffins that guarded gold
As the pygmaioi warred with the cranes,
And ate their eggs and built houses
From mud and eggshells
 
Phrixus killed the winged ram
And hung ithe bloody hide on an oak tree
At the end of the world,
Like peanut butter on a Victory mousetrap
 
The lord of El Dorado dove into mountain water
Naked and coated in gold dust,
A glittering fish for a spanish hook
 
Always somewhere over the border
From where we are, there is gold
Lying on the ground and waiting to be taken
There are walls of lapus lazuli
False gods of gold and ornaments
In the hair of women who speak no human language
 
The Formi dig it from the ground
And pile the gold in heaps
They are ants the size of foxes, or dogs
Or leopards and they live in either
India, sri lanka or Africa
They live in the wild places
 
They are not men, only insects
Their cities are mudheaps of gold
sweet hives awaiting plunder
And though they fight to keep it
They know not what they have
 
They are not men
 
They are horrible and quick, eaters of men
Fooled by simple tricks,
The nearby men send
mares with empty boxes
strapped to their backs
and the black beasts fill their boxes with money
 

Goat (for Rachel)

Amalthea took the baby godling in her cave

And gave suck to thunder, the metalsmith priests

Covering the cries with dancing.

The carnival-king father ravened in his heaven

A piñata filled with stones, a big bad wolf daddy

Hungry to swallow babies, a bloody sickle in his hand

Her broken horn is a drinking cup filled with flowers

Her hot blood dissolves diamonds

Set in a sea of stars, she took a mermaid’s tail

And crowned herself queen of melancholy

she gives milk to exiles, she is mercy in the dark,

she is the soft dark  where the stars are set

Hydrus

Doubtless, some misheard tale

Of  birds picking daintily through

The crocodile’s teeth, growing with the telling

Till it dives, mudslick

into the deadly jaws and eats out through the belly

Devouring heart and liver, head emerging through the side

Like the pygmy elephant hunters

Crawling through the viscera, joyful
  

we prefer our Jonahs in a tidy belly

 Gepetto’s home away from home

taken as a fable of the resurrection,

Christ gnawing his way through hell

Teeth gnashing through wailing sinners

The hellmouth snapping up the damned like fish

In the morning my son runs up the steps

Into a brick building, named after a man hitless

In 9 games in 1952

I dive into a bus

The fallen angels adjust their wristwatches

And wait for the train, jostling to stand

They will call to say he has pushed a larger boy into the dust

That the little fish devour each other in the beast’s belly

They do not see his head, bursting through a side door

His broken-toothed grin, his hard little belly

Filled with what a man must swallow

To be allowed his allotment of light

Ichneuman

The wonders of Nature and Providence, displayed

Tells us that the beast was a god to the Egyptians

A devourer of the crocodile's egg

Armored in mud, protected from venom by rue

In truth, it is a favorite theme of taxidermists,

A bedraggled mongoose, leaking sawdust

A glass eyed cobra forever fixed

In its jaws, they gather dust, sunbleach
In antique store windows, 

ghosts of the American dime museum

The fox heads bite on the tail of the next , 

Chase each other over the shoulder of a dressmaker's dummy,

A hat with plumes, the archangel Michael, pigeon wings

Sprouting from his shoulers like an sideshow gaffe,

a Jenny Haniver, heaven's Feejee mermaid

The patron saint of paratroopers forever

 Dark-skinned Satan, the patron saint
Of the Mosin-Nagant carbine,

The Enfield rifle and the RPG-7

a snake and a mongoose,

Sunday-school saccharine in a crazed frame

Apple-cheeked Dick and Jane pray

To a guardian angel gaudy as a parrot

Crossing over the abyss, forever,
Two frightened Hummel babes that don't look down

teeth bared, hair on end in terror

bellies filled with rue

Ask the purple hearts in the glass case,

The captain's bars on the moth-eaten wool coat

the battlefield midden's heap of nameless parts

Ask them how it ends.

Jaculus

In 1691 Edward Lhwyd wrote on the origin of dragons

That the eggs of birds could be fertilized by snakes

"Fermentational Putrefaction", that chimeras were born

From the mingling of sperm in rivers and rain,

Libavius writes that the egg serves as a food source only

That the seed-snake eats it whole, still writhing

Like a garter-snake run over by a lawn mower

In the rain, in the rivers, the whole world cumslick

Crawling with monstrous life, 

Winged snakes coiled in the trees, waiting

To drop, dripping venom

Avoiding the obvious means of commingling tjem , 

He keeps the eggs, white.

virginal and soulless in the nest

The tadpoles crawling into the dirt, 

Birthing headless animals of stone, 

Lions with human faces

The world as imagined by men

In the garden, after the only male birth

The snake still moved upright,

With peacock-feathered wings it raised

Its head from the dust, the font of poisons

And said something low

The beasts unnamed, watched curiously

Wide eyed, fantastic, the menageries

We would forget, like the language

Of the tower, like our house before i burned it down

Now, through a locked gate, the garden is dangerous

Unnatural, the way the lamb lies in the lion's mouth

the remembered image of ourselves with no navels

the snakes flitting between the trees we are forbidden

the way you kissed me once,

your wings outstretched

my scales almost pretty

in your reflected light

Karkadann

In conversations my grandfather and father 

 allowed for various cryptozoological marvels,

 Lake monsters, Sasquatch, hollow earth dwellers,

 a hermetic library 

of metal plates hidden below the sphinx,

 sparkplugs in stone , electroplating amphoras,

 my families catechism of our true religion, 

of Cayce and Von Daniken, 

Hopis and Elizabeth Clare Prophet,

lowbrow voodoo Dianetics

Extraterrestrial revisionist Mormonism

prophecy and doom

There was one miracle not admitted,

My hopeful lure cast out into the ocean of belief

Greeted with a disdainful smile,

The province of children's stories

My earnest hope  ignored the rainbows

The gaudy flea market tapestries

Hung over dirty walls seemed to me

A  door. I knew the stone house on the hill, the garden

The woman's lap the beast lay its head in

I practiced the lines linked to circles

In a second hand book on drawing horses, 

Studied the fibbonacci whorls of goat and narwhal horn

In out-of-date yard sale encyclopedias

Recursive stairways to nowhere

Collected chintzy idols of the world better than this

Envied the lying girl at school her story

And doubtless assured my parents I was a faggot

And now you are here, more miraculous than a single horned goat

In a sideshow, no velvet color true

You herd our spindly legged colts 

into the city to see me at midday

and no one sees what I see

the sigil of a world that trumps this cement block day

An apparition, rampant,.

Leucrota

A devourer of the dead, you speak with a human voice

Your mouth hinged back to your ears, laughing and crying

You listen outside the door of the house for a name 

To repeat, to lure  the man out of the house and swallow him whole

Change sex, your teeth a solid ridge of bone, continuous

You are the clown of my childhood nightmares,

The beast built of the pink aftertrail of staring at a bare bulb,

Spun like candy into a rubber-limbed mute

The tickled and tickled the children

Till their stomachs fell out of their bodies

And twitched, still laughing on the bare wood floor

You are the pool of water in a leaf,

The moon refracting into a thousand eyes, 

the thump of something outside the circle of the fire's light

You are my fathers hands when unwatched

And the rats in the wall

You are the bare toothed grin of dead things

You are the crawl of worms beneath the skin,

Corpse eater, heart swallower

You are cloven hooved as the devil, cannot turn your head

Your father's eyes are stones that give the gift of sight

You are all friends gone to dust,

Old grinning death himself, waiting past the last house

On the street, on the rim of the streetlight's disk

The shutter-click of black in the eye

The empty lung's pause

Manticore

Sweet faced fraud, three rows of needle-teeth

In your smile, your trumpet voice,

honey tongueed dropping philistine psalms

Like water, like praise of fools.

Borges chases the tiger through the labyrinth of words

Finding only paper and library dust,

I summon you, Geryon

 find the broken toothed tiger of my menagerie

Grinning back, threadbare behind a plaster mask,

A speaking oracular head, and behind it, truth

We are false.

 Chimeras pieced together from bits of night terror, 

from misheard tales, you are man-eater, martya xwar. 

You are tiger, grown in the telling

Given poison spines, a serpent's tale., a pretty face.

I am simple fraud, your emblem is mine, sinister, passant

There is , in the end, nothing fantastic about monsters.

No magic, no secrets, no riddles from a human head

A bear will strip a man's leg to bone

Tigers eat the children of the poor

What need have we of further bogey-men then ourselves?

Our kings drape themselves in tiger skins, the nagual jaguars

Sleep in crypts and men are as murderous as they wish

I renounce my fraud but still my mouth is poison

Slaves shape mountains into lions with human heads

To ask us who we are, to sweeten impossible lips with lies

And tell us it is they, not we, who are terrible

Nightingale

Your sister's husband, a king 

A son of war himself

took you to Thrace

and took you on the way, a casual rape

of the sort that occupies men's minds

when a pretty woman makes the error

of going outside her house

and it is hot

and you told him, said "if

there is a god in heaven he will hear me'

and so Tereus, that eminently practical man

cut out your tongue and locked you in prison

and you, the dumb stump in your mouth

stitched till your fingers bled

in that dark house, and gave the terrible gift

of truth to your sister Procne

a practical woman herself

who took her son Itys into the kitchen

and cut his throat 

like a suckling pig

and drained the blood from it

and hewed his joints apart

and tossed them in a soup pot

( such terrible goings on, the neighbors said after)

and brought the brimming bowl to his father.

And while he gnawed the knuckle bone

Of his sweetly slaughtered boy

You and your sister ran

And the man, with his boy in his belly

Must have known and come after

And in the sudden terrible change

That is common as salt in stories

You all grew feathers and flew

Orphanim

Because they were first delivered

Mutilated, stuffed for decoration

Europeans believed they never landed

Endlessly aloft
 

The bird of paradise,

Popular among hatmakers

as the peacock, as, no doubt

the angels would be

could we but find one

on the earth, to rip the pinions from 

and set them , rakish, in a hatband

Birds are peculiar beasts. 

Half clockwork snake

half emblem of heaven

Consider the grace of vultures and gulls

With what dumb envy we

Staple wings to saints 

And dream of flight, of falling.

Imagine the impossible, the phoenix

Aflame in a nest of cinnamon sticks,

Born clean of memory

the bird of paradise,

the human headed ka of the Egyptians,

 the feathered soul, the pelican

feeding babies from its bloody breast

and the orphanim

The orphan bird lives in only one source,

The peacock plumed, eagle headed swan

That lies its eggs on the water

And the good bob on the surface

And the bad go down in the dark

And feathery Jesus  intends

That we take this as an emblem of salvation

Like the seeds that are cast in rocky places

And bear no fruit, and the eggs that wake

On the sea bottom, are we damned

As though the angels and paradise birds never tired

Of their endless circling flight

As though we chose this waste for our cradle

Peridexion ( for Portsmouth, Ohio)

the branches full of feathered fire

doves hang by beaks like barnacle geese,

like crows in a gallows tree, as seraphim

sing in a multifoliate rose, 

a confusion of wings and eyes, purring music

they are here in shadow to avoid the devil

the noonday dragon of the sun

that stalks the other side of the tree

here is the sweet fruit of ignorance,

served thrice daily, all you can eat

the bogeyman devil standing

in the unrelenting light, the pigeons

coo and tuck their heads under their wings

and pretend to sleep, cluck nervous as chickens

there is a town, like a tree filled with birdhouses

discarded snail shells cling to the insides,

empty doors hanging open

 birds in the shadow,a ruin or a folly

hear the walls shake as

his scaly feet tread the track through the day

set the bridge swaying, 

the dogs howling after the fire engines

the tongues of leering faces reach out for rain

for trains in a dry place, in stone

on the cracked outer wall of an empty church

that daydreamed of a host of wings to shadow

its walls, the saccharine angels stay inside alone, 

plaster pious 

my ruined homeland, nestled in the dark

between the hills, the nervous chickens

clucking at the light outside, the imaginary fox

the chicken-coop smell of confinement

and feathers for wings never used

litter the ground, no bed for sleepin

pills to quiet the restless wings

the branches gnarl and clutch,

bone finger cage of withered leaf

Quail

Pliny tells us that these birds throng the rigging of ships

and sink them, when the sailor is near home,

coming in to harbor, the lazy things

toppling the masts, snapping guy-lines

Weary with flight, mournful and exhausted,

Crying with the effort of flight

Tells us they have bellies

Filled with ballast stones, 

throats filled with sand

heavy and ponderous

they fly into headwinds

that they eat poison seeds

to poison their own meat,

that they flop with the god-curse

of epilepsy, and to spit against them serves as a charm

Isidore of Seville calls them ortygas,

After the island they were found,

Said they cross the sea at a fixed time

The refugee horde led by the 

Ortygometra, the quail mother

The first bird, the head of the borderless state

That they war with the hawks,

Attempt statecraft

That they recruit the tongue-bird and eared owl

As escorts, as shepherds, as offerings to the hawk

Who takes the first of the crowd,

Like the devil took the hindmost

In the sorceror's school in the hollow mountain,

In the book of Numbers,

The israealites cry out

"who will give us flesh to eat"

And god, in anger says

"You will eat flesh till it comes

Out of your nostrils and it be loathsome to you"

And then blows in this other nation of birds

On a sea wind, to drop dead around the camp of

The wandering Israelites, a winged diaspora

And all the day and night and the next day

They gather the quail

The hungry nation devours the smaller kingdom of birds

And it says in Numbers " while the flesh was yet between

Their teeth ere it was chewed"

they are sticken with plague, and die

Here is every refugee boat built of taxis and washtubs 

Every coyote truck filled with sun stroked lettuce pickers

Every immigrant lost in the babel-blare of our cities

They are weary, gathered in the rigging, bellies filled with stones

Their hollow bones sticking in our throats

Remora

A shark in the wave of your sleep

You go down, I latched to your belly

Like a rubber tipped arrow, 

Like a piece of glass to catch the light

Sailors said I presaged storms,

Holding to a rock

With my hungry mouth

Said I could hold a ship

Steady in a wind

I swim in your open mouth,

Cling to you through the cold

Eat your leavings,

Your cast-off skin

You are all tooth and hunger

All silence in the dark places 

You are a ship, a belly full of ballast

And a good tail wind

And I hold you steady as a stone

Sirena

It is cold, in the downbelow

Where the myriad mouths open,

To sing the little fish into their jaws,

Where the manthings rust

The strange tailed fish of sailors

How they bloom, so red , call the..

Grandfathers in with

Their hot meatsmell blood

The steelfish manthing houses burst and drifting down

to  the bottom, and where they rest

how the meatflowers  open, the 

silver storms of foodfish

in and out through the blast holes

in the belly of the steelfish

where the pretty bones lie

with useless tales

come come pretty come come

come come pretty come come

down in the oozy dark,

where the singers drift in herds

where we sing from throats like yours

down

in the hot vents, the bloodworms cluster

sucking sulphur, things with legs crawl

we will kiss the bright sky from your mouth

in the downdark, in the belowdark

there is dim light from the eyeless

mouths of anglers

comedown pretty down

down 

to pearls and garlands and rich change

to bloodflower blossom in the cold current

to coldteeth of the grandfathers

drifting downbelow dark

Tophet

the tar of the smoke of your sacrifices gums the bellies 
of the saints, the resinous stink of it in plaster nostrils, 
eyes cloudy as milk, dusty, dead skin

and crumbling paper, oiled wood and glass
 
say there are elves that drink the fresh milk, 
helpful brownies to calm the horses 
children chanting bloody mary 
bloody mary bloody mary bloody mary 
in front of a hand mirror in the dark 
 
pour out your 40 for the dead 
or a salver of wine to gladden the dust 
recite the paternoster 
or the charm from the tract handed to you 
on a train, or the names of god 
 
say the blood offering has been given, 
doves and sheep and men 
offered without number on the blackened altar 
rum, snuff and cigars 
at a mountaintop cross 
 
oranges and florida water 
dusty plastic flowers 
and tea lights 
 
that hellmouth grins like a  stone toad 
swallows sacrifice and prayer and devotee alike 

U

Vulture

on the pig farm when I was very small 
the road seemed like an afterthought 
a pathway made only to connect the house to the world 
a white gravel pathway that met a sidewalk  
that met the door 
 
one tractor under the power lines, a circuit from the field to the barn 
 
later, the great crumbling house we lived in 
with its hideous peeling paint 
and sagging walls 
sat on a road of tar and gravel 
trucks came off king's road 
looking for a way through 
the tangled, numberless, unincorporated 
collection of wooded lots 
 
dead things caught under their wheels, 
crawled with flies in the long grass of the ditches 
the white stones sank in the hot tar in summer 
 
we would walk the power lines

till we came to a highway overpass 
where we’d wave at the trucks cutting through 
to the empty heart of the country

my grandfather told me every concrete slab

was  feeding station for the buzzards

who circled above the highway

like a storm
 
my house is a brick house

six floors above the street 
and the neighbors hang their washing on wires 
ocean ave comes to a rest outside the false marble foyer of my building 
like a dead thing, like a snake become a leather belt in the sun 

Whalfisch

I was eleven, the December ocean

rising to my chest, hands and lips numb. 

I stood shaking on the grey 

of Mission Beach unobserved, 

a coward after.

In slick pages, plasticene women

parted cunts symmetrical as fruit.

Plastic vodka bottles emptied

the lie of water into me, filled my head 

with stones long enough to keep it under.

My dreams are reefs, the writhing of soft life, 

something rich and strange.

You are not the rising water or birds, 

or the dark where the horizon is not 

or the tanker’s light. You are no land 

to lay a claim to, the islands of glass that drift,

the great slow creature, a living country

tree roots carving into your back,

scalded once by fire,

fantastical, in the corner of maps

stained continents 

on yellow bedsheets.